Us

Picture taken at a restaurant in Serusop.

^Man… I sure don’t know how to pose!! hahaha

Zaty, I know you’re gona read this.. I’d like to say, I’m sorry for all the mistakes I’ve done all this time. I know I’ve made the same mistakes again and again. And I might have over-used the word “Sorry”… but please accept my appologies.

I know I’m not good at expressing myself, but I’d like to take this opportunity to try and express myself just for you! I love you! That’s for damn sure! Thank you for being there for me all the time… during my happy days, sad days, my first interview, when I got my first job, my first bike, my birthday, during my crazy stunting days, during my injuries during rollerblading and stunting… during me pengsan kesakitan.. you were always there for me! I really really appreciate that! I might not be able to show it to you, but believe in me… I really really LOVE YOU!!!

Things may not be the same as before… but I’ll make my every effort to make you feel loved, cherised, appreciated. For you, I will! I love you Zati Zakirah!

Here in KL

Hey people, I’m in KL right now, and I’m both chatting with Zaty on MSN and talking to her on Skype! It’s our first time using skype, so abit sakai lah.. hehehe

I’ve got nothing much to blog about. I’ve bought a new spot light set that gona be used main for skating.. and maybe doing some video shooting… other than that, I haven’t bought anything else… I’m eyeing on a few stuff but we’ll see tomorrow.

I went skating last night at Shah Alam skatepark. I meet up with Sukeats, Hooi, Eugene and Tim. It was ok lah, but I fell down and have this cut on my shin! SAAKKIIIITTTTTTTT. OTW balik to the hotel, me and sukeats were talking mostly about skating lah.. which was good… hehe

What else, the course that im attending is ok lah… the visual presentation was poor, because it was too plain. the speaker pun, so so lah… the content is interesting, its just the presentation is abit lacking…

Hmm… oh yea, i’ve got this new idea to start in Brunei..better not say it here.. InsyaAllah it’ll be a success. amin

Role model?

“People look up to you”… That’s what my collegue said to me. Surprise? You bet I am! But yet, still “someone” said to other people and even to the senior management that I don’t do any work… oh well, whatever makes “you” happy “someone”… not gone be down by “YOU” hahahahaha

What I am trying to say here? Well, nothing specific. Just wana share my experience. No matter where you are, what you do, either schooling, playing games, hobbies, working…. there will always be “SOMEONE”, your own “FRIEND”, who will talk bad about you, backstabbing you so hard that they wana make you fall down sooooo hard!! haha

But at the end of the day, they’ll and the people that they talk to, will eventually realise that what “THEY” say about you is not true! As long as you stay true to yourself, you’ll prove to them (not that you need to prove anything) that “THEY” are wrong!

And whether you realise it or not, you’ve probably become someone else’s “role model”… You don’t have to work hard and talk sh*t about others to get other people and management’s attention… “YOU” wana prove that you’re better than other people, by what, saying other people are BAD? That’s a “good” example you just displayed! hahahaha so sad lah “YOU”

My advise to “YOU”, GET A LIFE!! hahahaha don’t be too busy about other people! Get to know yourself better. Judge yourself first before judging others. Respect other people the same way you want people to respect you. Don’t talk sh*t about other people. If you’ve got a problem with someone, confront them. Be professional and GROW UP!!! hahaha

Oh well, life goes on…. anyways, have a good week ahead. be happy and be positive.

A quote that I’d like to use, taken from Mr Arab Family, “Give more, expect less” Good day people.

ROCKBAND

First it was a the guitar hero for me, NOW, its ROCKBAND! I bought the RockBand Special Edition Set which consists of a drum set, a guitar, a mic and a ps3 dvd rockband game. Well, I don’t have a ps3 (yet!), I only have ps2 BUT it is still compatible as long as you have the rockband for ps2. Bought it earlier today during lunchtime.

This is not good for me… I mean, I’m enjoying the game definitely but this will lead to more sleepless nights hahahhaha oh well, what to do… addiction is hard to control hehehe

I’m soo looking forward for this long weekend this weekend! I can play both guitar hero and rockband all day and night!! and then, there’ll be a skate competition this SUNDAY! This should be 1 fun weekend!! hehe

I guess that’s it for now!

^Rockband Special edition set

^Me with my drum set and 3 guitars!

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I just don’t get it. I let you buy something, and yet, it’s my fault?

Change – Us…

It’s been two years now although we’ve known each other a lil bit longer than that. I’ve realised alot of things have changed between us.

I used to do alot of things for you. I used to show my love to you all the time. I used to comfort you almost all the time. I was there when you need me almost all of the time… I used to do alot of other things for you…. BUT now, have I not done all of these anymore…?

I know and I realised that alot of things have changed between us… I’ve been asking myself why these changes happen… I really wish I know the answers… I really wish I have the answers…. but the problem is, I don’t.

Love, I’m sorry. I may not be the same as before, I may not do those things before, I may be ignorant and giving you could treatments… I may have changed alot… but please believe me when I say I LOVE YOU.

I need to spend quality “US” time together. Just the two of us.

Change – I…

Last weekend, I was going through my pictures from back in Uni life, reading quotes that I’ve written, having talks with the gf (and to myself when she’s asleep)…. that’s when I realise things have changed… ALOT.

My life during my Uni years was different. I was a loner. I’ve written alot of quotes to myself of how my life was, and how I want it to be… but it seems like I’ve forgotten all about this.. Have I become someone I might have hated if I was still in my Uni year.

It seems like I don’t know myself anymore… I’m lost! But WHY……. I need to search myself for answers… could this be because of work pressure? could this be because of the different environment? different lifestyle? different people? I really wish I have the answers, but I don’t…

I need to have a rest! I need a break from work! I need to relax somewhere out of the country… I just need sometime alone… with the gf… not doing our normal things… even my attitude towards her is different… I just need to get out of this hectic world and spend some quality time with her alone! Just the two of us!!

Surprise call

Last night, I’ve got this surprise call by “someone”… surprise because I was scolded at… for 3+ mins all I could do was listen and not say a word. When I got the chance to talk, “someone” hung up……. what’s up with that?

And no, “someone” is not my gf or scandal or anything.. it’s a family member…